Inexplainable

As a writer you may not always know how to express something simply because it's inexpressible 

When you go through a change in your life and finally wake up

You realize everything that has happened was just a process to bring you to this point in life now and not everyone will see it but when you do you'll never experience something as big and real as that

Knowing and seeing things in a different way makes you more at peace with the things that happen in life and knowing things that simply you thought were never there you now see and carries you away in to a different life

Another breath

When you take a breath

Take like it's your last

You'll never know

Give thanks for another second 

Embrace the sunrise 

Love the homeless

Forget about yesterday

Smile because there's no reason to frown

Don't let anyone bring you down

But lift them up

Play in the rain

Get burnt in the sun 

And enjoy every season that passes

Meet new people

Make new friends 

Don't be afraid of what's out there

It's not what's out there but what's in here

Inside you 

That's your life

Make memories

And don't live in regret 

Don't forget 

But remember every thing in life is lesson

Never stop expanding 

And never forget

That Every morning you wake up 

You were granted another breath

Instead of death

Life's meaning

Seems so often I'm searching for my meaning 

In life that is

What am I here for and how do I reveal my destiny and my future

Everyone has a plan and a present and past

When someone has gone through so much how can the holes be refilled and made whole again

Scars carried like trophies physically and mentally remain a constant reminder of pain

What does one do when they have a blank canvas mind

All previous dreams dead as I feel dead my self 

How too move pass this storm is my bearing struggle

Such heavy weight I have carried and traveled with

No way to let go or lighten the load

I feel no pitty

Some choose to run and block out reality

But I still wake up everyday and see truth staring back  in the mirror

Reality isn't pretty and neither is facing it 

But we as humans can't run forever

Eventually life covers it's tracks

And sets a new trail

Temptation will follow on this new journey 

And I'll let my heart lead in this next conquest

Forever remembering the things that made me fall 

This time Will be different  

For I am not settling for second best